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Paul Mescal Has Broken His Silence On The "Grief" Of His And Phoebe Bridgers' Split And Shared The "Bleak" Words Of Wisdom His Costar Told Him At The Time

Paul Mescal and Phoebe Bridgers’ relationship was certainly a unique one, with fans almost able to watch it come to fruition in real time.

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When Paul got his big break in the BBC series Normal People back in 2020, he was already a dedicated fan of Phoebe's music. The American singer was his top artist in his 2019 Spotify Wrapped, which he shared to Twitter at the time.

I mean it ain't the cheeriest of lists... pic.twitter.com/su7POiQwzz

— Paul Mescal (@mescal_paul) December 7, 2019

Twitter @mescal_paul / Spotify / Via Twitter: @mescal_paul

Meanwhile, Phoebe was one of the countless Normal People viewers who took to social media to express their thirsty thoughts about Paul after watching the show.

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BBC

She tweeted in May 2020: “Finished normal people and now I’m sad and horny oh wait,” to which Paul replied: “I’m officially dead.”

I'm officially dead.

— Paul Mescal (@mescal_paul) May 12, 2020

Twitter @mescal_paul / Via Twitter: @mescal_paul

“Nooo don’t die your so talented aha,” Phoebe flirted back, with Paul repeating: “Too late... Dead.”

Too late... Dead pic.twitter.com/ltbk1msrO7

— Paul Mescal (@mescal_paul) May 12, 2020

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Their first meeting then took place on an Instagram livestream for Wonderland magazine, and the pair started dating shortly after.

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Phoebe and Paul didn't go public with their romance until the following year, when they made their red carpet debut as a couple. However, they remained largely private throughout their time together.

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In November 2022, the Guardian bolstered speculation that the two stars had got engaged after more than two years of dating. But that excitement was short lived, and the following month it was widely reported that they had split.

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Taylor Hill / Getty Images

The speculation began when an anonymous source told Instagram gossip page Deux Moi that Paul had called off the relationship after Phoebe had apparently grown close to American comic Bo Burnham.

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Rich Fury / Getty Images

This drew attention to Phoebe's lyrics in her feature on SZA's song "Ghost in the Machine," which references an explosive argument in New York City. Phoebe sings on the track: "You said all of my friends are on my payroll / You're not wrong, you're an asshole / Screaming at you in the Ludlow / I was yours for free."

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Gus Stewart / Redferns

Shortly after the song's release, Phoebe confirmed to NME that she'd only written the lyrics a couple of weeks earlier, which prompted speculation that she is singing about arguing with Paul — especially as she had been open about him being the inspiration behind her songs in the past.

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However, neither Phoebe or Paul commented on their rumored split. In fact, back in February of this year the Irish actor admitted to getting "really mad and upset" by the "prodding" into his personal life.

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Emma Mcintyre / Getty Images

Three months later, Phoebe inadvertently went Instagram official with Bo when they were seemingly spotted making out in the background of one of Keith Urban's TikToks from Taylor Swift's Eras tour.

@keithurban

we love ya @Taylor Swift 🫶 #erastour

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Since then, Paul has maintained his stance on not wanting to speak about his personal life. Earlier this month, he told Harper's Bazaar that people's "entitlement" to information about him drives him "fucking mad."

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Daniele Venturelli / Getty Images

“The stuff that hurts is the personal stuff,” he explained. “It’s nobody else’s business and should never be commented on because it’s indecent. And it’s unkind.”

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Emma Mcintyre / Getty Images for Vanity Fair

And Paul's new interview with Esquire magazine is no different, with the actor declining to comment on what happened between him and Phoebe.

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Taylor Hill / WireImage

However, in a seriously uncharacteristic move he did reveal the "bleak" words of wisdom that his All Of Us Strangers costar Andrew Scott gave him amid their breakup.

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Darren Gerrish / Getty Images

Quoting Andrew, Paul told the publication: "'The only thing you’re left with after love is grief,'" before adding: "Which is, like, a bleak thing, but I think it’s just a fact.”

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Neil Mockford / GC Images

Paul also admitted that the latter half of last year was an "intense time, personally" for him, with his and Phoebe's split coming after his mom's cancer diagnosis in July, and him being hospitalized with appendicitis in September.

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John Lamparski / Getty Images

The star was halfway through filming All Of Us Strangers when his mom, Dearbhla, was diagnosed with a form of bone marrow cancer, and was only able to have a short break from the movie. Thankfully, she is now in remission but the stress and uncertainty at the time resulted in Paul having a panic attack on set one day.

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Emma Mcintyre / Getty Images

“I think I kind of pushed it under the carpet for a bit when we found out," he admitted. "Then there was a bad old day when we were setting up to do a shot and I had a panic attack, and I haven’t had one of those in fucking years. That was probably the biggest one I’ve had, to be honest. It’s embarrassing — not that I think they are embarrassing — but there was just something very public about it.”

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Gilbert Flores / Variety via Getty Images

In spite of his recent personal struggles, Paul's career is going from strength to strength. Both All Of Us Strangers and his movie Foe are due for release later this year, and next year fans will get to see Paul in his much-anticipated role of Lucius in Gladiator 2.

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